postingan yang panjangan aah~

*backsound Teenage Dream - Katy Perry* #salah

Alright, I'm back. The owner of this old simple blog.
Kapan ya terakhir gua ngepost sesuatu yang agak panjangan dikit? biasanya gua ngomongin hal yang random dan ngga penting. oke, semua isi blog ini emang ga penting, biarin deh.

Ga kerasa gua udah mau naik kelas 11. ga kerasa mau punya adik kelas. semoga adik kelas gua gasuka nyari ribut, imut-imut, dan ngga nyolot, amin. semoga eASY pun dapet anggota baru yang keren dan BANYAK, mengingat angkatan gua naasnya kebangetan, cuma 20an orang anggotanya T-T
terutama untuk anggota cowok, cuma ada 2. 2! dikit gila, maaf ya Novan sama Vito yang kerjaannya jadi logistik mulu, cuma kalian satu-satunya yang pantes kerja ngangkutin barang #plak
maka dari itu, semoga eASY dapet anggota baru yang banyaaaaaaak, terutama cowoknya. amiiin! :D

Terus apalagi ya? UAS? jangan dibahas deh, gua down jadinya. #maunyaapa

Hm, FYI aja, gua udah ngga galau gara2 orang itu lagi. Lama kelamaan gua jadi ga peduli sama dia, dia juga abisnya gitu sih. Malesin intinya.
Terus gua sama siapa? belum sama siapa-siapa. It takes so much time to heal the wounds, and kick away the trauma he'd already caused.

farewell.

MSJ,

I've already stopped.
I lost my patience.
I dont wanna be another broken-hearted girl again.

So, farewell.
Farewell for you.

blank, all the time.

It feels like writing thousands words by invisible ink.
It feels like flying without wings.
It feels like drawing in the air.
It feels like drinking from an empty glass.

It feels like singing without words and melodies.
It feels like walking without feet.
It feels like crying with no tears.
It feels like dying between living.


Nothing happens, after all the sacrifices we did.
Drowning in alibis, searching truths between lies.
Nothing we get, after all we've been spending all the time.
Surviving in a cruel life, finding some happiness to share.

What should we do, to get a real life?
What should we do, to throw these pretending things away?
What should we do, to stop wearing masks?
What should we do, to get these thoughts off our mind?