i'm numb and hopeless.

a week.
a week is a short time to feel everything.
from meeting someone, falling in love, feeling mesmerized, desperate, and broken.

it's too fast, too short, too complicating.
i even couldn't see anything right now, really.
i just only have pieces of memories with you.

i just can't stand how it feels.
how it feels when i couldn't sleep.
how it feels when i'm too tired to stay awake and stand up.

i thought that was the time for me to move on.
yeah, i've already moved on.
moved on from the past that kept haunting me in my night time.

but you haven't.
you haven't moved on from those things.
i tried, but somehow i couldn't.

and now i'm asking you for one thing.
let me try again.
let me try to comfort you.
let me try to make you believe.
let me try.
don't make any wall again.
don't make any barrier again.
just believe, just let it flow.
let me have a second chance,
to make you feel relieved again.